Sometimes

Hmmm,

I don't know if you've noticed, but I've been trying to be more disciplined in the frequency/consistency of posts I put out on this little space of mine.

Sometimes the posts come easily enough. Other times they don't.

 I have ideas, things I want to write on, but sometimes the words come hard or I way over think how they may come across.

I wonder if anyone cares. Or if people will stop reading. I try to remind myself that it shouldn't matter if anyone cares or if people stop reading. It shouldn't matter, but it does.

Sometimes, I'm just plain lazy. I have the idea, I think it matters, but it feels hard to put words to the ideas flying around in my head. So I check out other blogs or Facebook instead of write. It's easier.

Sometimes I start posts and then delete them for all of the above reasons and more.

But then I remember that I'm on a roll and I've actually been consistent in my blogging over the past two weeks and maybe I can be consistent for three weeks instead of just two and I find myself writing a post like this that you probably don't care about and might actually make you stop reading because of the massive size of the rambling sentences that really don't say much of anything at all.

But sometimes you just have to hit publish anyway, because something is better than nothing.

I think.

And anyways, I'm on a roll...